"Cause I'm a MAN!"

So, it looks like Matt got a big thumbs up when it comes to his "guys".

Sperm.
Semen.

There, I wrote it.

Anyway, for some odd reason, even though it was not my dr, but his, who referred him to the lab...his dr was not the one who was supposed to give him his results, but my dr, to me. Weird, huh?

Well, when I gave Matt the news that he was good, he replied with, "Yeah, cause I'm a MAN!"

...and he is. He's my sweet, silly husband that says things like that and makes me laugh. Gotta love him.

It's a huge relief that he is in fact "good". If he would not have been, we would have had to look into adoption, which I am definitely not opposed to, but know that it is a long process. Truthfully, I also really want to experience being pregnant. I am so intrigued and curious about it..it's so amazing to think of what our bodies are capable of. While there is relief, there is also some guilt I feel, too. It's as if the burden of us not conceiving is on me. Hmm. I know there are several factors that have to align to create life. I believe in our Plan. It's just a guilt that sometimes creeps into my brain...I know better than to let it get to me though.

I still have not reached my CD 1. I thought there would be a chance that I would be starting Clomid this Sunday on CD 3. Surely my body is still recovering from the cyst. Maybe I just need more time to get back on track. We shall see...

Time to take my gazillion vitamins I'm on. I plan on blogging about that soon.

Men, Men, Men, Men, Manly Men, Men, Men, -Natalie